Forgiving the person that hurt you the most is not an easy task. I should know. It’s been a year and half and I’m still hurting to this day. But I know that forgiveness isn’t for the other person, it’s for me. And I’ve been saying “I forgive you” in my head for the longest and to be honest it wasn’t true. Because when I tried to say it out loud and confess it to God just now, I froze. I couldn’t say the words, I didn’t want to say the words. Because to me it would mean that what you did doesn’t matter anymore. And it does. It still matters. But complete forgiveness is a process. And I’ve finally started the process. Only God knows how long this process will be for me and it’s time to accept that God works in His time. Not mine. So with that, I can finally start on my journey towards forgiveness and take it one day at a time. And I pray everyday that He fills my heart with complete forgiveness so that I may finally be at peace.
Me: i came out to have a good time and i'm honestly feeling so attacked right now